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5th Oct 2000, 2347
Eep, I should be in bed! Anyway, something occured to me so I thought I’d put it down….I was thinking about things which have changed since I started hormones, this was prompted by me noticing that the hair on my body really has changed. I wish the hair on my arms would get thinner…or stop…
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4th Oct 2000, 1655
Well, I’m being prolific this month aren’t I! Anyway, pre me actually developing talent, and ‘cos I’ve been saying I’d do various things for ages….first of all, and I’ve been having some problems with this, so this is the current development version…. Since Dr P seems to be the choice of the TS youth…
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3rd Oct 2000, 2015
Well, as the traditional “please connect at some point tonight” battle begins, how’s my day been? Well, as I said I troddled off to see Nikki today, and (despite her vommish behaviour with her SO (Zoe) ;-) I had an excellent time…. Those behavioral issues aside, and the rather unfortunate Anime incident anyway <g> –…
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2nd Oct 2000, 1734
Argh! There are several problems, many of which are Java related, and the other ones are “being stuck at home” related. First of all, I’m trying to learn Java…the fact that I’ve not done anything for a month makes it hard enough, but the first problem is being at home. Over the period of time…
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1st Oct 2000, 1005
Arse. Arse, arse, arse. Someone pointed out to me yesterday that one of my previous entrys (the one for the 23rd September) could be read in entirely a way I didn’t intend. It just goes to show how stupid I can be when I’m in a good mood – because once they’d said it I…
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30th Sept 2000, 1612
Hmmm, well…. First I’ll write about why I’m currently feeling a little down…, then I’ll say the amusing thing that was driving me nuts earlier (hopefully, that’ll cheer me back up…. Why’m I down…well, I finally put my CD-RW in my computer, and I thought, ah, for the sake of tidyness I’ll go put these…
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30th Sept 2000, 1215
Okay, just thought I’d natter….I woke up this morning desperately down, why? Because I felt so lonely – I just longed to roll over and give someone a good morning hug / kiss. It actually took me ages to get up, because I lay there feeling depressed that despite having sorted the rest of my…
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29th Sept 2000, 2009
Well, it’s over. The male-role-play stuff is done. I’ve finished, forever. It’s funny, it feels kind of odd….I spent this evening removing what remained of my “male” homepage, a site which has continuously existed for 3 and a half years or there abouts…. And been through 7 revisions…. And was where I learned to code….…
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27th Sept 2000, 1842
Well, I didn’t really feel up to work today…not at all. Since I was still tearful although I wasn’t out and out crying. I’m more and more convinced this is Hormonal. Oh well… Anyway, I had a mildly productive day. I reinstalled linux 3 times on Noachis-Terra and that last time, just as my patience…
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26th Sept 2000, 1023
Well staying at home today may well have been the best thing I’ve done for a while. Just becuase I’m feeling a lot better, not like spectacular, not even “good”, but I’m feeling better, having coaxed Java to work (actually not that hard!) and equally having got Forte 4 Java to crawl along at some…