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15th Oct 2000, 0945
Written in “little chef”…..this is why I need a laptop…. Well, interesting. Saturday was definitely interesting. I awoke and moved before I had time to feel properly depressed. A cunning plan on my part I felt…..Anyway, I ‘flew’ (okay staggered) through the mornings ablutions and grabbed various random items – hoping to carry enough to…
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11-13th Oct 2000
13th Oct 2000, 10:00 I have for once decided to pull a page. Not because I don’t feel what I wrote in it, but I feel bad because I put my friends in an unacceptable position. That of having to choose between two people. This I shouldn’t have done and I regret it. My feelings…
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13th Oct 2000, 0956
I awoke this morning (about 8 o’clock) to a general feeling of depression. A feeling which has only got worse as the day has worn on. I’m nearly 2 hours into it, I’ve nearly been in tears twice and I feel so generally down I want to hide in a corner. To top it off…
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12th October 2000, 2037.
There was stuff I wanted to write. There was stuff I wanted to say about managing to cheer up after yesterday. I wanted to say what a good time I had last night and how I was truly beginning to feel that maybe I was likeable. I suppose I still do, I’m just very, very…
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10 October 2000
Hmm. I’ve just realised how horribly dependent on the computer I am. This occured because my dad wanted to use the phone for work, and so I handed it over thinking it would be a five minute thing. 30 mins later he’s still using it. But what struck me is how I used those 30…
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10 October 2000
Good grief! After what seemed like a really, really bad start to the programming day I finally got going about 1 o’clockish. Which isn’t quite the diving in and programming idea I had planned for the day – but otoh seems to have been surprisingly effective. Despite my slow start I now have a class…
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10 Oct 2000
Well, just a quick entry because I should be working….doing Java. Actually I’ve only come upstairs and switched on the monitor for that reason. But – yes, I’m all excited; why? Well – I got a letter which has put me in a fantastic mood. My ex-personal-tutor at university really seems to have been doing…
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09 Oct 2000
Well, funny day really. It’s been pouring with rain here all day, except when it stopped to drizzle for a bit….which would normally have got me down…but despite achiving nothing with my day – yes, nothing (largely my own fault; I didn’t get up until 11:30)….I am in a really good mood. I didn’t go…
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8 Oct 2000
So, what happened I hear you all asking excitedly….well, I would do if there was anyone here…. Where’d you all go? Oh, there was no-one here in the first place….. Anyway I’m going to witter ‘cos I had an excellent weekend, with a really wonderful person – someone who gave me a big hug on…
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6 Oct 2000
So…what did I get up to today? Well…planned my route to go see Donna (yay! :-), I’ve checked the oil on my car (which much to my pleasure shows no sign of burning any oil….). I also finally got around to doing the photos for the driving licence. Unfortunately you don’t get to see them.…