Category: General

  • Distance is relative

    So, yesterday was an interesting day; I managed to haul myself out of bed early to go look at an EV. The guy had said it was probably only good for parts; but I never trust other people’s judgement in these issues – because often people can be a bit blinded by dirt and grot.

    In this case though, he was probably right. It’s rather sad, apparently there were only 110ish of these little cars made:

    Very sickly Enfield EV

    This being a rather sad example. I reckon it’s had about 20 years of hard service followed by about 10 of sitting unloved in the corner of a council yard. Although the body is glass fibre and aluminium, the chassis is a box-section affair with a big plate of steel on top of it, and that has basically completely disintegrated. If I didn’t have 3 projects on the go (the minor, my pink ‘zed, and the odds and sods on Brick) plus the house then I’d be tempted, because I really think it’s a shame that it’s going to go for parts, but it is a big project. The body’d have to come off the floor, and then it’d need a new floor, new electrics, new batteries, the door, if it is salvagable would need an awful lot of work – it’s not like you can pick these things up down at your local dealer…

    I rather like them though. They have a dinky charm.

    Anyway, so that was a longish treck in the morning – not aided by Brick having a bit of a flat battery in the morning. I have been having this suspicion that the alternator isn’t *really* keeping up – I’ve had this faint feeling for a while. Things like the lights dimming at idle, and this faint but almost certain feeling that the starter was going slower each morning…

    At any rate, it’s not charging effectively, which is another thing to look into. I was meant to be going to the parts day, but… well, I’ll get to that.

    So after the enfield trip I decided I was going to pick up Brian’s birthday present. Great plan, except that saturday in Slough is a slow-traffic affair. Brick – having come off the motorway – was very hot. Traffic was fairly much stationary. We actually sat through two cycles of one set of lights without moving, and I started to get the feeling that the engine wasn’t entirely running well. Then he stalled, in a line of traffic outside Tesco. With superhuman, she-ra like strength I lept out (having discovered he wasn’t in a hurry to restart) and managed to push the car (using a run up) half onto the pavement, thus allowing people to get past. For once, I don’t think I even got honked at.

    So we sat for a few minutes, I took the opportunity to reclean the rotor arm, and when the engine had cooled down a bit, it restarted. Still didn’t really idle, but with some effort I got us turned around and headed home. I suspect fuel vaporisation, which is annoying, ‘cos it’s not exactly *hot* at the moment, and I’m not quite sure what to do about that, except possibly knock up some sort of heat shield and change the layout of the fuel pipe.

    Aaaanyway, so then I walked into town (far more healthy, anyway), got Brian’s present and promptly turned round and walked back. It’s about 4 kms each way, and I’m not the fittest person on the planet (and also I do a fairly active job…), so after that I got home and was a bit tired. Having stripped the bed linen, put the laundry on I had a nap, this was also a cost cutting measure, because if I’m asleep I don’t need the heating on (alledgedly). I woke up freezing cold, and stuck the gas fire on… And then showered, dressed and headed to the strangest party.

    This, obviously, involved walking back to town. And then taking the tube. I am never, ever taking the tube again when there’s engineering work on. I’d ‘budgeted’ about half an hour to get to Brian’s house – reckoning it’d really take 20. It took about 40 minutes to get there – especially when the only option for reaching the Northern line was the Hammersmith and City line, which for some reason decided not to stop at King’s Cross. When I was going the other way on the Northern Line they implied that there was no Hammersmith and City connection too… so I had to go past King’s Cross and down to Moorgate. There was a lot of standing around and no information being given to customers. Or at least, the information being given didn’t aid you in getting anywhere, it simply told you that there was no service on the Circle and District lines…

    Anyway, I got to the party – but the tube situation meant that I had to leave early, which was a shame, because I had to leave at about the point I started to relax a bit. It has to be said that I did have a good time, but it was weird. Really weird. These are people I’ve not seen for 8 years, and I last saw them during a period in which I was not in the best state of mind.

    But the weird thing is that they really have just become older versions of themselves. Personality wise, they were pretty much the way I remember them. But they look…well, like they’re coming up on thirty. I forget that I’m nearly thirty, and most of my friends either are, or look younger than they are. So seeing this group of friends who are the same age as me, and don’t look old per-se, but definately look their age, and are all doing the same scarily responsible things as me (house ownership, pensions and jobs); many of whom are married, or getting married…. It was quite scary. And they’ve all kept in touch – which is quite weird – since they were school friends. Nice, but uncommon, I’d say. Anyway, it gave me this feeling like I’d teleported 8 years into the future. There were these grown up people, and here I am feeling completely out of my depth.

    At any rate, I had a good time, and I’ll probably see them again.

    It’s funny to think of them, writing for NME (I think), teaching and… in positions of responsibility.

    Anyway, I headed home, and had a bit of a nightmare with the tube, missing my connecting train by a good 20 minutes (despite leaving nearly an hour to get back to the station), but thankfully Kathryn was awake, so I had someone to make the journey back a bit more pleasant.

    When I got back (sorry, rambly post), I did try and persuade a cab driver to take me ‘most’ of the way back, but he declared that his meter starts running at a fiver (it normally costs 6 quid back to my street, so I’m slightly surprised by that (whatever time I’ve come back, it’s cost 6 quid)), so I walked, tempting myself with the thought of a kebab… Not that I was hungry, I’ve just not had one for so long I thought it’d be nice.

    So I wandered back, amazingly I’ve discovered the power of ‘layers’ and thus wasn’t cold. Oh, and thermal teeshirts from Alaska and Canada :-) And the stars were so pretty last night. It was a cold night – because the sky was completely clear, and even through the light pollution, I could see loads of stars. And then, as a special treat, as I approached my local kebab van (which, incidentally shut while I was looking at this), two groups of birds set forth each forming a beautiful V in the sky, the light from the earth reflecting off their light feathers producing a beautiful spectacle. The people on the other side of the road seemed to think I was a bit odd, as I just came to a stop and stared at the sky…

    …It was just supremely beautiful, and completely unexpected.

    Of course, when I got home I had to make the bed (*doh*) and I finally fell into bed and slept ’til 7 (thanks body), with some encouragement I managed to make it through to 1045 though, so now I’m pondering the rest of my day. I need to do some cleaning, and if I can get some reorganisation done in bedroom two I should be able to prep the bathroom for builders…. Not that I’ve got any yet. Lucky’s not brought back the spare copy of the plans, so I may have to photocopy mine, or somesuch, to give to the next lot of builders. Bloody sod people.

    I hate builders. Did I mention that?

  • Help!

    Yesterday I posted this link. I really like the song Songtario, but for me the crappy myspace interface doesn’t work properly. I can listen, but when I hit download I either get a 404 error or I get a big fat lot of nothing.

    Plllleeeease can someone who can make myspace be their serving wench download it for me and uh, mail/magic it to me by some means? I seem to have lost this battle…

  • There’s a faint irony to it all…

    So, today for the first time in a week and a half we were fully staffed. Sadly, today we also had 3 sick patients. Four actually, since I randomly discovered that one of my patients far from feeling ‘a little tired today’ as she said, in fact had attrociously poor blood pressure (52/38, for those who are interested). This lead to me going ‘hrm, manual BP. No, really is that low… Mrs X, I’m just going to tip the bed a bit’ (feet yoinked to being level with head), followed by me bleeping the doctor and saying to Helen ‘Um, could you put up this Gelofusin….’

    Still, she seemed to be doing a bit better when I left.

    More sadly, one of the patients died today. This, being a care of the elderly ward (which, I now learn is also second in line for CVA (stroke) patients), is not a wildly uncommon experience. But it was a real surprise, in-so-far as a few days ago it really looked like we’d got him better. Not well, but well enough that he could go off to a specialist ward who could deal with the underlying problems…

    So we were quite positive, then on Saturday he became unwell, and had battled on until today… I don’t think I’ve seen a ward quite so affected by one individual’s death, but he was so nice, and so were his family… A cloud just descended. Often when people die on our ward it’s expected and we cope better. This was really kind of a shock. And it was so quick. One minute he was being seen by drs, a few minutes later…

    So yeah, something about the fleetingness of existence…

    I don’t know, it’s all a bit weird. I can be sat at home and listening to new music, and pondering my plan of action for doing the bathroom, and yet earlier today I was dealing with death…

    Sometimes I am struck by the dichotomous nature of my life, and i find it odd.

  • Not in the brochure

    As the financial year draws to a close, it is traditional for the NHS to ditch any attempt at real, long term sensible savings and go for ridiculous every penny counts savings. As a result of which it appears to be acceptable to run wards on less staff than I would deem ‘safe’. Less staff than are sufficient to do the job properly. Less staff than you need.

    I am exhausted. I’ve been exhausted for the last few days, but it has come to a bit of a head today. I’ve got violent, aggressive patients, and we had 5 staff on. One in charge, one bank (who’s actually one of our staff nurses), two (including me) staff nurses and an HCA. Oh, and a third year student. That’s for 29 patients, the large majority of which are confused, several of whom are aggressive, most of whom are incontinent, a not insignificant number of whom have diarrhoea…

    When you’ve got so few staff, little things start to get on top of you. I can’t think of a single day I’ve been on in the last week and half when we’ve been fully staffed, and I’m so tired it’s unbelieveable, and so, being spat at, swiped at, sworn at, and (and this is the clincher) having shit-covered nails dug into my arm so hard they broke my skin has really left me feeling utterly fed up. And I admit, it started to tell in my general standard of care. I was so tired (no break either, although I did decide to sit down in the office and eat my sandwiches while writing something akin to notes, although their level of detail was somewhat low) that I just started not to really care; I just wanted to come home and sit down. Which is not what you want.

    Cynicism and sarcasm can only get you so far. And incidentally, despite copious amounts of cleansing and finally on arriving home a cleansing with TCP my arm still hurts, and I’m going back in the morning to probably be cursed by the nightstaff for all the half-done jobs, and I don’t know where I’ll get the empathy and caring from. All I feel is exhausted, undervalued and unsupported.

  • Shiny shiny internet

    So, I was going to rant about being insanely short staffed, having sick patients and trying to cope with that while simultaneously endevouring not to treat a third year nursing student as a health care assistant because you’re so short that you can’t possibly do washes and looking after the sickies at the same time.

    I was, but I’m not now. No. Because I’ve had a sleep, I’ve had a very nice dinner (Pesto, veggie-pseudo-beef, peppers, tomato, onion and pasta), and in a shock move, slow though it may be, my network is actually currently working. But that’s not the only reason, on the plus side (plus plus), the Viva Workshop Manual arrived today (what’s faintly scary is I think that the manual for the viva is the same size as the workshop manual for the Minor, this isn’t scary in the sense of their level of complexity isn’t vastly different, it’s scary in that the minor covers 4 different variants, and the workshop manual for the HC Viva, merely one) and, most importantly, the internet has entertained me muchly while I wait for a file to copy (ever so slowly) across my network.

    This is the best anti-movie-industry’s current approach to piracy poster I’ve seen; it made me laugh happily:

    Pro-Piracy I guess :-)

    And this is a review chock full of hate of a mobile phone. Somehow, seeing a piece of crap hardware get slammed in an entertaining way has cheered me up.

    Both of these are, in fact, courtesy of Boing Boing which does keep me happily entertained, frequently. As it happens, tiredness is tempting me to suck down an alcoholic beverage, though why I want a depressant/relaxant when I’m so tired I could fall over I’m not entirely sure… So, everyone, how’s your world been today?

  • Rats

    No, the house hasn’t got rats, as far as I’ve noticed anyway. After yesterday’s successes, I finally got around to ringing Lucky and asking for the quote. He gave me what I long ago nicknamed a ‘go away’ quote. The architect reckoned that even if the wall that has to come down is a structural one and needs a steel joist put in to support the weight above (possible, but unlikely), then I’d need to pay around £9000. Not that I have £9,000 you understand.

    But my quote? £20,000. Ha.

    Of course, I shall be getting a few more in when I’ve got the plans back; but I am… well… surprised. And currently starting to ponder doing the work myself, again. There are several jobs I can’t do, and what I may do is just get quotes in to do them, and accept that I’m going to have to do a lot more work myself.

  • Lazy Sunday…Mornings

    I have stuff that needs doing.

    Instead, I’ve watched The L Word, I’m up-to-date now, without saying anything spoilery, the telephone-tag episode is awesome; and the next two episodes are also really damn good.

    Since lots of people reading this (not that there *are* lots of people, but a high percentage of the few that do) haven’t seen up to S4E8 then I shall shut up now. But my promise to myself to watch just the one episode didn’t really work out.

    I’m meant to be tidying. The house needs tidying. And cleaning. And all that domestic stuff which I like the result of but have to find the enthusiasm to do. I also think I probably *should* go to my mum’s and collect the ramps, so I can service Brick. But again, y’see enthusiasm anywhere round here? No? No.

    The other thing which has been bugging me in a major way in the house is that paperwork is entirely out of hand. I’ve got important documents I can’t find. The problem is, I used to have a filing cabinet. Or more accurately, I had a filing cabinet that wasn’t full of oil. See, when I moved into the rented place in Gatcombe Drive it came with a big ‘ol filing cabinet. So I stuck mine in the garage and it became a handy storage place for those lubricants that are required for looking after cars from the 60s. LM grease, EP90, and copperslip have all managed to thoroughly coat the interior of said object.

    Hence I can’t really pull it back into the house. So I need a new cabinet – but the problem is, I want a nice one. The spare room is to be a bedroom-come-office, and I don’t want it to *look* like a bedroom with random office furniture. Which makes the ‘filing cabinet’ a bit of a problem. But at the same time, it’s easiest and simplest way to store the vast amount of paperwork I seem to need. Lots of it is obsolete but I have to keep it for tax purposes. So I’m on the lookout for a nice wooden filing cabinet. Without woodworm. Also for really cheap.

    I don’t really like the modern laminated chipboard crap ones, I’m after one of those ex-army, solid wood and thin-panel things. One that’d match the doors :-)

    Oh, I nearly made the lounge door fit. It needs to come off again. The bottom is a mil or so too low, and the frame is well-off-square and needs me to shave loads off the bottom edge. although, looking at it I’m wondering if I should take the plane to the other side of the door and make it narrower that way. Otherwise it’s going to be much-thin’d on one side. Hrm.

    The hub continues to work ‘better’ than the previous one. Although for limited values of better. It doesn’t appear to crash-and-need to reset, but the PC downstairs still seems to limp at anything from a 5.5Mbps – 54Mbps connection. On the plus side it seems to reliably get an IP address. Or at least moderately reliably. However, actually getting videos downstairs is not an activity which will currently occur ‘on the fly over the network’. And seems to take several attempts, for the most part. And a lot of time. I’m not sure why this is. I don’t now know if it’s the homehub, the hubphone (which I’ve reconfigured again this morning – things *seem* to be hanging together still (I’ve yet to test if I’m still regularly disconnected)). I’m just a bit bored of it now.

    In other news, my mother asked me to do something ‘dangerous’ before she left on holiday. She asked me to go to Richer Sounds. The amplifier my dad bought, uh, 20ish years ago has started to get like my own one – flakey. Mine exhibits this as crackles on powering on and as the two channels not being the same volume at “low” levels (not that it actually goes quiet, or anything (presumably the pot is dirty)). My mum’s entirely loses the right channel, and seems to need a lot of fiddling with to get it back.

    But to be entirely honest, she really doesn’t need all the stuff she’s got. She needs a little dinky thing like the…thing…I’ve got. Oh ah. And some little speakers. Loud, but not nearly so big as she’s got. Hrm. I could just get her some bookshelf speakers, and give her my Denon thing. Mhm. Sorry, I’ll stop thinking aloud.

    So yeah, that’s my Sunday.

  • I should be asleep but…

    Couple of quick eclipse shots, before I kip:

    Plain old eclipse shot, unprocessed and raw.

    Mog and Moon

    Hope you all enjoyed the eclipse… Sleep now.
  • Right back where we started

    So I got the new homehub, and plugged it in, and astonishing things happened. The PC downstairs connected – and it got an IP address. All the machines could see each other. It was like magic pixie dust had been sprinkled all over my wireless connections.

    I was, I must admit, astonished. It all seemed to work.

    I left them on. this morning I came down and y’know what? They were all still saying “we’re connected, happy little networked computers”. Popped ’em into Standby, went to work.

    Came home from work, pull them out of standby, as usual the network is defunked. Kill and restart network drivers and lo, connectivity. Switch off hub, plug in hub phone. Configure for broadband telephony. SPLUTCH. Sans network. Fiddle for a bit. Connect…oh no, ‘s gone again. Reboot router. Connectivity! All is well! La la la l. Oh. Gone again.

    Reset router to factory defaults. Still nada. Reboot. Connectivity appears to be back. I want to blame the home hub phone, but I’m not certain enough that it is the cause. I have no idea what is the cause anymore, to be honest. But I wish the cause would make itself clearly known to me, because it’s beginning to drive me nuts.

  • Now you’ve made me angry…

    I actually find myself really quite angry, today. Which is odd, because I had a good morning. I got most of the things I wanted to do – done. I had a nice breakfast, relaxed watched firefly. I got some letters ready to mail. My new homehub arrived – and lo, connectivity was restored in house of Kate. This hub, unlike my last one, does not require 24 hours of sitting around before allowing wireless devices to connect. Windows is now happier. Lots to install before it goes back to being a true hub of my entertainment universe, but happier.

    I had a shower, not a particularly pleasant one, but nor unpleasant. I read LJ, I discovered that I may have someone in the Viva owners club willing to sell me a windscreen rubber for a bit less than the going rate – which considering mine leaks like a sieve is probably a good thing. Brick started and took me to the chemist and to the petrol station, and there I saw the news.

    Since then I’ve had a little angry bubble of “FUCK YOU” rolling around inside me. And I’ve printed an application to rejoin UNISON. My membership lapsed after I finished my course, but suddenly I feel the need to be in a Union.