Category: General

  • HOOOOOLIDAY!

    So I booked my holiday, at long last. A week in July in the Lake District, staying on Helvellyn. With Kathryn. Probably going up mountains in a Viva. Wish me luck. The minor’s a bit lighter than the Viva, otoh, the Viva’s more…uh… new? By a whole 2 years… um, yeah. Although, while Kathryn’s away I might see if can get a week off and commence the engine work on Rebecca.

    Hrm.

    Need to check Kathryn’s away dates.

    Uh, I’ve also applied to join NHS Professionals; hopefully I can get some extrashifts in in my copious free time.

    And Iappear to have filled up my nipod. Heh. James was making sarky remarks about the size of my music collection compared to my 4 gig nipod, but hey. After a few attempts, I started cutting down the quantity of albums by the same artist (max = 3 (radiohead), max norm = 2 (elastica, garbage and a few others)). I also probably ought to reencode some stuff at lower bitrates, ‘cos 256kbps VBR mp3s are probably a bit high quality. And probably make it work rather hard.

    Now I need to source an appropriate USB cable and build a convenient approx 12-14 volts DC -> 5 volt supply. Since that seems to be what the charger outputs (it just charges straight off the USB port). That way I can have it charging in the car. Anyone got any neat suggestions?

  • Uh, it’s not *quite* an ipod

    So I got my mp3 player, and let me say, interface wise apple have nothing to worry about. The knock off looks pretty darn good. It’s got four clicky buttons instead of the ipod turnywheelbuttonthingie, but the clickyness is pretty positive and it’s done quite neatly.

    However, the interface is, well, somewhat painful. It’s not so much the layout of it, though that doesn’t wildly help. No, it’s more the fact it’s clunky. And it’s quite astonishingly crayon+child style design ugly. Thankfully the ugly is reduceable by the use of the alternative style, which is merely not beautiful.

    Sound quality is fine though, at least through the supplied (white, ipod style) headphones, the display quality is surprisingly good – and it appears to play video, which it says it does – I’m tempted to see if I can squish down my music video so I can put that on there to show some people at work who were asking. Unfortunately, the built in supplied radio – not good; attrocious, perhaps, but not good. And it does buzz a bit when displaying menu items, with the radio on. Which is, uh, not really a huge problem, but faintly annoying.

    I have singularly failed to actually move yet this morning, from the sofa. It wasn’t aided by the nipod’s failure to connect to the computer, after much fiddling James suggested that maybe it was just a shonky cable. Squishing the USB connector to make it tighter revealed an astonishing improvement.

    I was faintly considering going into London to get my mom’s birthday present, but, uh, it’s already midday and I’ve not done the things I needed to do this morning. So, uh, that’s not going to happen, really. On the plus side I’ve found a new bookshop that I’d like to visit. On the minus side it’s possibly going to close. I had no idea GLBT bookshops were such an endagered species. I used to love browsing and buying at the Green Leaf book shop in Bristol, right across from where I used to work. On a long break I’d nip over, buy a book and head back for my coffee.

    But if it’s still open I intend to head in when I get to London next week. Apparently, CC&K is also threatened with closure too, which is a bugger. I want some art from there, so I may have to see if I can get that next week. Of course, that does mean me working out what day I’ve got off? I fear…. bugger. Poor scheduling on my part. I shall have to head in after a late. Should just about be do-able. Assuming I can find somewhere to park.

  • Shitty death

    So, working on a ward specialising in care of the older person (and secondary stroke unit), it isn’t exactly surprising that, well, people die now and then. But coincidence can be a bitch, sometimes.

    Yesterday I had two deaths; neither of which were expected at that time. One of which was only half expected at all, really. Sadly, in one case the woman died with no one there; in a place so full of people it’s sad to think you can still die alone. It’s odd, it’s happened so much, but a few days ago I was chatting to her, helping her out of bed, and yeah; now she’s no more. Came as a bit of a shock, somehow.

    Anyhow, today 3 people died. One of whom we’d only just recieved (I wasn’t looking after 2 of them, thankfully; otherwise I’d really be feeing attrocious). But I’ve now had 3 deaths of patients I’ve been looking after in 2 days; and one for whom I witnessed the administration of medication 10 minutes before they died. And there’s no question at all, the medication administered didn’t contribute to his death, but still; after the days I’d been having I’m starting to feel paranoid. And it’s not shaken me, but certainly, I’m feeling a little less positive than usual.

    On the plus side I had a great chat with the student nurse who’s last day is tomorrow; she said I’d been a great help and she really enjoyed her shifts with me. That and she’s picked up some of my good habits (probably loads of my bad ones too, but the good ones are the ones I’m proud of :-).

    Anyway, at least tomorrow is a day off which I intend to spend in a moderately relaxed way.

  • Weekendly Updatitude.

    So, I actually had a weekend off, which is quite weird, and I’ve spent it doing things which are fun/dubious/entertaining. First up, after a day at work which was less fun than it could’ve been, and actually invoked my ‘pissed off’ state – which I posted about here, James headed round and we went off to see his play.

    Yep, his play. James has written loads over the years I’ve known him, and I’ve had the pleasure of reading some of it; I’m a big fan of his writing… But this is the first time I’ve seen a play of his. A short play, one act, but a good one. Yeah, I’m not good at reviewing things, so I shan’t try. Suffice to say I was impressed. It was part of the Windsor Arts Centre short-play competition, which is apparently bi-annual and run with the writer’s group. It was really a thoroughly enjoyable evening – reminding me how much I used to love going to the theatre, and just the act of going *out* – although it did take me about an hour to decide what level of neat I was going for and to find a combination of clothing that I declared suitable. Which was funny, ‘cos I wore the jumper the whole time…
    Unfortunately, by the time the after-party occurred I had reached a stage of phenomenally tired. So, while James socialised I sat on a chair in the corner and endeavoured not to fall asleep. ‘m glad I didn’t drink any alcohol though; there was a distinct alcohol drinking urge, it being a pleasant evening out and the faint urge to have a glass of wine was there, but I resisted, knowing I was going to be asleep if I did. The one pissy bit was some incredibly irritating people behind us laughing, talking and generally being annoying through, well, the whole show – but particularly through James’ play. Mainly, I suspect, because the actor who they’d come to ‘support’ wasn’t in it.

    How do you deal with that? I just wanted to turn round and tell them to shut up, but I didn’t want to make it worse, and nor did I want to make a scene in the middle of James’ play.

    Anyway. So we headed back to mine, the icy temperatures waking me up somewhat, so a long evening of chatting was had and having done battle with the camp-bed, and warmed up the bedroom (cheapskate that I am, James got to sleep on the camp bed at the foot of my bed so I only had to heat one room) I slept like a baby (that phrase is odd, because babies, in general, seem to wake up a lot during the night).

    Saturday came around and having, uh, talked really our way through the morning we decided to do a little bit of urbexing. All of 30 seconds of research and we had a site within walking distance. I need to process some photos, they’re not very good – although there’s a few arty ones; James with his nice zoom managed to get some rather better shots which actually look like we were inside the building (but we weren’t – although there is a way in, it’s not a safe way in, and I value my registration too much. It was very frustrating though, because we could see the inside through the grilles on the windows, but couldn’t really get decent shots of it). At any rate, they need some processing (mine) before they’re let out in the open, so you’ll have to wait for ’em. As a side point, it appears James (and therefore some others of you) may not have seen the Bristol North Pool shots – so here’s the links again: Gallery 1, Gallery 2.

    Anyway, having frozen our peripheries off, we headed back stopping briefly for me to collect a bin – free of charge, of course – which is now my Kitchen bin. Ra.

    We then had Pizza, a quick run to Tesco provided us with both Baileys *and* ice cubes, which combined to make a very chilled out evening. We watched Children of Men, which is a *really bloody good film*, and should have done much better. And actually, people should be made to watch our dystopian future. I also found my copy of Threads, should I ever want to depress myself thoroughly again.

    Another late evening of chatting and gently consuming alcohol was then followed by a rather pleasant night’s sleep which – despite us both waking up early was another day largely spent talking, playing with the eyeToy games, and me hunting for Rez – ‘cos James’s never seen it in action (though I wasn’t planning on showing the accessory to him ;-) ). Sadly I cant’ find it, whilst I’m certain it is in the house, more than that, that I’ve *seen* it, I can’t work out where it landed up. I thought I’d brought it down to be with the other playstation games. But apparently not. I do now, though, need to find it :-)

    At any rate, we chilled out and I fleshed out an idea for a Maker article I’m thinking of writing (yes, really); it’s actually something that *could* be a product – but frankly, it seems like too much effort. But making a one off one, that could be good. Can you copyright a design – but allow people to make it in a not-for-profit way? Only whilst I’m really happy for everyone to make their own, I’d be pissed if some company picked up on it and started making it. Anyone know?

    Anyway, we made curry, sat down and watched Ultraviolet – which I still reckon is an okay film. Not brilliant, but pretty and moderately entertaining – although obviously that is assisted by the presence on screen of our Milla.

    And finally, after James headed home, I did something almost unprecedented. I rang my sister, and just had a chat. I don’t know why, I just felt the urge, and did so. So that’s been my weekend, how’s yours been?

    I’ve promised myself I’ll finish off some work before I get down to editing those images, but I decided to let myself actually enjoy the weekend off.

  • Two Quick Questions

    Does anyone remember what the digital 35mm film replacement devices were called, and has anyone seen any cheap? I have an urge to play with one in my AE-1.

    Does anyone know how in-car-entertainment amplifiers are hooked up? They *appear* to rely on the volume control being performed by the ‘head unit’. Which is okay, I guess, but slightly frustrating because I was hoping not to rely on 1970s audio amplification…

  • A day of parts

    So, Brick started today. Actually, Brick started in an enthusiastic and positive manner, which is good. I don’t know whether this is a resolution to the battery issue, but one can hope.

    At any rate, I got to work, and promptly filled out an incident form. I hate doing incident forms, but lately they’ve been occupying more of my time. And I had one of those days, which while I feel quite positive about the day – and the stuff I did with the Student Nurse today, and despite struggling and the frustrations of an Agency member of staff who not only doesn’t pull her weight, but actively shirks work. Despite all that I think I’m lucky to have my job.

    However, I am forced to wonder, were it not for my plans to depart this land and go to Canada taking my limited expertise with me, how long I’d carry on. I got home today and – because we were so short of time – I had to fill in a statement for another incident which happened a while back, which had a serious outcome for the individual involved. I’d say that we need more nurses, not less, on the ward. But hey.

    And during my ‘break’ I did more paperwork – another incident form, this time for the thing that made me question how long I’d tolerate risking myself for such low pay. Today a sick patient coughed vomit into my eye. Because I was wearing my contacts, and because I didn’t take my spare glasses with me, I couldn’t irrigate my eye, I could only gently rinse it, hoping not to damage or wash out my contact lens. It’s odd though, because at the time I was too busy concentrating on him not choking to worry about myself. I stood there and suctioned and when he was safe I actioned the thought that had been in the back of my head (‘I really need to wash my eye’).
    The risk of an infection is small, so long as he’s not got, say, Herpes simplex, or somesuch. But as experiences go it wasn’t much fun. And I shall worry, slightly, for a few days – until I get the results of the swab sent off.

    As I defer my student loan for another month, and look at my struggle to meet outgoings with my income, I think to myself that this is not a great situation to be in. Not really. I need to be paid more, or have less stress.

    Sadly, I love my job, and neither of those things is likely to occur, so I guess I’ll take my little old self somewhere else, where the money’s the same, but the cost of living is lower…

    In other, but related, news – did anyone else know about this? I certainly didn’t, and feel for the EMTs. They’re great guys and this isn’t going to do anything for their morale.

  • Lords alive I’m more tired than an insomniac enjoying an arctic summer

    Well, that might be an overstatement. But after a full shift at work (and the ever so enjoyable late/early shift rotation), I had to go retrieve my car from my mums; a process which would have gone much smoother had I have disregarded careful common sense and just put the ignition system back in the shonky condition it was in when I got the car. On the plus side, I suspect that the new coil has sorted the hot-starting. I hope.

    Or more accurately, we struggled through a VAST traffic jam (that was fun) and made it home. All pray that he starts tomorrow…

  • A beautiful plan, spoiled only by its complete failure to work

    So I had this plan for today. It being my day off, and my car having yet again hosed a battery yesterday. I carefully constructed a plan; a plan which would cope with me not being terribly enthusiastic about getting up on my day off. A plan which didn’t require me to do so much as to exhaust me.

    A simple plan.

    I would ‘go to Halfords’ (thus allowing me to not need to get up at get going before 9), and buy some oil, some moly-grease (‘cos minor’s need nothing so complex. Pfer. Modern cars ;-) ) and some spark plugs. I would heap my tools in the back of Brick and head to my mom’s, where I’d promised I would check in for her. I would service my car, clean up the connectors for the starter side of the circuit, tighten the fan belt ‘er so slightly, have a quick poke at the floor, and head home.

    The first part went well, I even remembered to check that the letter my mum wanted me to check’d arrived, had arrived (it hadn’t, so I rung and sorted that out). I set to on the car, popping it up on ramps and working my way, rather slowly through the service (‘s been a while, and I’ve never worked on a Viva). Prodded the floor, sadly there’s a bit more rust and filler than I’d noticed before. Still not scary amounts, but mildly saddening.

    I cleaned connectors, (I blew a fuse on my mum’s fan heater, doh) and then I went to start the car. And it wouldn’t start. After about an hour of fiddling I shuffled (with much pushing) my car onto the drive, and my mum’s into the garage and rang the AA. Apparently, it’s 95 quid, because I’ve exceeded my call out limit, and I only get local recovery. Uh. So. That’d not help really. So then we went for more fiddling. At 1845, I gave up, shunted my mum’s car back out onto the road, pushed the Viva back onto the drive and drove my mum’s car home. Now I have to sort out why the bloody thing won’t start, get the bits and then get back home on Thursday afternoon to coax the thing into starting so as I can drive it home for work on Friday.

    Sometimes I hate being mechanically adept, because if I weren’t I’d’ve just handed the car to a garage and been done with it. But no.

  • House-al Progress Update

    So, I was going to take my camera out today and play, but I was overcome with ‘you should be doing the house’ type feelings. This lead to me… doing the house. I’ve got other stuff that needs doing too, which I shall do once I’ve had a bit of a rest. Anyhow, house progress photos are here.
    It looks like the plaster in the back bedroom is not quite as shonky as that on the stairs, but it’s pretty rough in places. Since I just want to paint it, that’s a bit of a bugger. I suspect I’m going to get to spend a fair few hours in there doing my best impersonation of the filler bunny. Lots of PVA and filler will be spread and then much sanding. I also want to convert the only single socket to a double. That’s about it for the second bedroom, I think. I might put a phone point in there too, since it’s meant to be doubling as an office.

    I think I’ve also worked out the furniture layout in there. So, that’s good. I think :-)

    I’m starting to think about doing much of the rest of the work too. And organising and planning that. Some of it’ll be a bit of a struggle – especially doing stuff like relaying the floor in here (to-be-bathroom), but I want to shave as much off in the way of costs as I can. Anyway, so that’s the news :)

  • A little update

    So, I thought it was about time for an update. I appear to have last updated about a week ago, which is quite a long time in my world; so yeah. The week at work has been marginally less hellish, whilst staffing’s only been marginally better, the patients have been a bit less dependent, so it’s been more copeable.

    It has, however, been a rough few days. An incident occurred at work involving a male doctor who, it appears, thought he could convert me (well, goddess knows what he was thinking, since he’s not got any excuses for his behaviour. He is, however, extremely apologetic). Until I got that resolved, and I have to say I’m impressed with my Matron, Sister and HR department – it was handled incredibly well and exactly the way I wanted, I couldn’t concentrate on work. I’m still a bit wary of going onto the wards where he’s likely to be, but my Matron actually came down with me when I bizarrely needed to (it would be that for the first time in my time working at the hospital, I need to go to this ward a day after the resolution to my complaint).

    At any rate, it’s sorted and I’m happy with that. Still in shock it happened at all, but…

    Anyway, that turned into frustration a few days later; see there’s a patient with a big wound, a wound that needs VAC therapy – or at least, is likely to benefit from it. I’ve been using VAC since before I was trained – as an HCA I used to help out with VAC wounds at the first hospital I worked at. So almost 5 years of experience with it.

    Our tissue viability nurse was angsting slightly about the fact she had the VAC to do on our ward and another dressing on another ward – and not really enough time. But I popped on and did my Whoop of joy, because whilst I love A&E I do also still love wound dressings. And particularly things like Larvae and VAC. They’re terribly exciting in my little world. On discovering that I could dress using VAC she was terribly happy. And I went my merry way, dressing the wound near the middle of the shift. Only I couldn’t get it to work. The machine generates a vacuum, and needs a good seal to the skin; except it kept reporting ‘leak detected’. I spent a good hour fiddling with the dressing – and this is what prompted me to need to go to another ward – where they use VAC a lot.

    There’s a dinky little special bung you can put on the tube to check that the VAC pump is working – and we didn’t have one – given that we had the machine and some dressings ‘n that was all. So I hunted high and low, I redressed following some advice from that ward, but I could not get one. I was so frustrated. As far as I could tell the dressing was fine – but I could not get this bung to check. In the end I had to leave it to be redressed with an ordinary dressing…

    …but when I went back yesterday I put more effort in and realised there’s another way to check the machine; and it turned out that machine was buggered. Of course, not before I’d redressed her wound, patched it enumerable times for the possible ‘leaks’, and then sat and had a good long think about it. Still, I hope to see it tomorrow, and I suspect that since it’s only Naomi and I who can do VAC dressings, well, it’ll be off – but hopefully now we’ve got a working machine I can do a neater dressing and we can get on with healing that wound.

    I realise that’s incredibly dull for most people, but for me the achievement of getting it all on and working – and the hope that she’ll have her wound heading towards healed made me wander round going ‘you may all bow down to me, for I am queen of VAC’ for a bit :-)

    The last few days also saw Kathryn down here, visiting. I was phenomenally nervous, I endeavoured to tidy and clean – which is hard, ‘cos my house doesn’t really do Tidy or Clean. I panicked about Brick not starting (he did), I worried about what she’d think of me when she came. In the end, apart from the exhaustion of my job spilling over into my home life (me falling asleep somewhat early :-/ ) and a stair related incident we both seemed to enjoy ourselves a lot. I’m still kinda nervous about things, but I think it’s starting to settle a little.

    Here, those of you who’ve done long distance relationships; any advice?

    She brought me flowers! My whole lounge smells gorgeous. Anyway, we headed out and I actually discovered nice bits of, well, ‘near’ slough :-) She also continued her endeavours to corrupt me* – with us watching Rent – which was excellent (so long as you’re not averse to musicals). Actually, technically, Happiness of the Katakuris is a musical (along with every other genre of film). She also continued her introduction to the Clumsy Lovers… (currently in my CD player)…

    Anyway. I now have my shifts for April. If you want to book me for a day or two, now is your opportunity…

    * To be at least slightly fair, I did get this so we could watch it when she came down…