18 Aug 2000, 18:50:08

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Well, today’s been a whole barrel of fun. About the time I first really started realising that I had “issues” with my gender I gained a stress related disorder. And since I was stressed a lot of the time I was ill a lot of the time. It stayed with me from my GCSE’s through university….and dissapeared when I started dealing with the gender issues.

Even the job interviews didn’t make me feel ill – unlike they used to. Unfortunately (and I’ve been noticing this for the past few days) it’s come back. With avengence. I’m not sure what to do – I think it’s the fact that I have to be ‘male’ for work which is causing it, but the only way I can do anything about that is to quit. But if I did then I could transition.

But I’d be broke. On the other hand I could devote all my time to learning Java which’d get me into the job I want to do.

Right now I’m sitting here with a really, really nasty stomach ache, and knowing that I’m not going to be able to eat properly for ages (well, I can eat…..) which would be handy for loosing weight, if I needed to, but for once in my life my weight is pretty much okay.

So, I’ll probably be waif like….

Anyway, I’m off to consider my options….



Kate's allegedly a human (although increasingly right-wing bigots would say otherwise). She's definitely not a vampire, despite what some other people claim. She's also mostly built out of spite and overcoming oppositional-sexism, racism, and other random bullshit. So she's either a human or a lizard in disguise sent to destroy all of humanity. Either way, she's here to reassure that it's all fine.