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  • 08/26/2002: “I use KDE so when I get a lighter windowmanager it feels like an upgrade”

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    08/26/2002 Archived Entry: “”I use KDE so when I get a lighter windowmanager it feels like an upgrade””

    So, had a fairly busy weekend….starting on friday night. Actually, my first bit of news predates the weekend. I’ve got a job interview…..with the NHS! Yes, they managed not to lose both my application forms. And I actually got an interview, so I’ve got the hugest, most scary form to fill in.

    A ‘Disclosure’ form….which doesn’t look fun.

    Anyway, there’s that, then there’s the accountants tomorrow for Regolith stuff. That’s suitably terrifying, and I’ll be heading off to bed in a bit…..

    And I’ve got a duplication run to do this week…how do I do it to myself, or how the world does it to me continues to suprise me – I’m just burbling along, doing sod all, and then suddenly I get a great huge pile of stuff to do in the few days.

    So, this weekend I had Peter (for the entire long weekend) and Alexa (for the day) down to visit…which was cool. We spent a very relaxed weekend doing not terribly exciting, nor stressful things (apart from Peter moving a washing machine). Eating fajitas (yes, I cooked and he didn’t die!), wandering around town, around the downs (briefly, it went quite cold and I wasn’t dressed for it), around ‘the mall’, watched ‘Real Men’ off one of my ancient and very worn videos, went to see a film (‘The Guru’, was excellent, thoroughly recommend it), took loads of photos (entire 36 exposure film, sadly mostly of me….unfortunately they’re destined for Amy and no-one else. Well, one’s for Jas, but anyway.)….hrm, went down to Weston Super-Mare (I do think that’s an excellent placename)….just generally pottered about and then headed home.

    Which was, to be frank, *really nice*. It was just a generally good weekend. And now I have the stresses and strains of tomorrow to look forward to…

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    I’m quite lucky ‘cos my old name is unisex, so I can just pop it down without revealing anymore about myself.

    It doesn’t ask *why* you changed it :-)

    Posted by Kate E @ 09/02/2002 09:56 AM GMT

    NHS disclosure forms and old names, ack. Just best to go ahead and fill in, I guess :/

    Posted by Cel @ 09/01/2002 12:14 AM GMT

  • 08/22/2002: Quiz

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    You are 68% geek
    You are a geek. Good for you! Considering the endless complexity of the universe, as well as whatever discipline you happen to be most interested in, you’ll never be bored as long as you have a good book store, a net connection, and thousands of dollars worth of expensive equipment. Assuming you’re a technical geek, you’ll be able to afford it, too. If you’re not a technical geek, you’re geek enough to mate with a technical geek and thereby get the needed dough. Dating tip: Don’t date a geek of the same persuasion as you. You’ll constantly try to out-geek the other.

    Take the Polygeek Quiz at Thudfactor.com

  • 08/22/2002: So….

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    08/22/2002 Archived Entry: “So….”

    Rough couple of days. Rough life, to be honest.

    I actually was getting better, the stress was reducing. Then I found out more bad news about my dad; no I have no desire to go into it. And it all went down the pan.

    Everything. You might notice it in yesterday’s entries. Well, actually the day before’s entries….

    Anyway. Amy with amazing generousity of spirit rang me – despite me being about as miserable as hell – and we chatted….and chatted…..and chatted….and chatted….and I smiled….and we chatted some more. And then noticed that more than 2 hours had passed….

    I like amy….even if she does drive a hard bargain.

    And I still desperately want to visit Norway. Well, Amy. At one point she almost agreed to letting me practice photography on her. Yeah, you all know I’m okay/average at landscape photography but I *suck* *royally* at photographing people. This is at least partially because I’m so slow to focus on moving objects (I’m not very keen on the Canon’s focusing system).

    Which always buggers up the photo, because people tense….and tense….and then it looks awful.

    Anyway, today was a bad day. I had to get away.

    Ended up watching Automan (abysmal but funny), Glam Metal Detectives (funny) and some of Explorers (didn’t follow this too much, was chatting and my stress related disorder appears to have come back….which meant I wasn’t gonna see that much of it).

    Oooh, and my neck just went Crunch-click.

    As did a bunch of my other joints.

    Anyway. Life’s shit, innit.

  • 08/20/2002:

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    Fuck.

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    Thanks Alexa….feeling a bit more together now.

    Posted by KateE @ 08/22/2002 12:19 PM GMT

    *hugs*

    Posted by Alexa @ 08/21/2002 02:28 PM GMT

  • 08/20/2002: All about me….

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    08/20/2002 Entry: “All about me….”

    Another survey…..

    APPEARANCE
    hair: Medium length dark brown (almost black) hair.
    eyes: Brown.
    height: 5’6″ish.

    STYLE
    clothing: Most commonly Jeans and teeshirt, or bike gear. Occasionally very smart

    RIGHT NOW
    wearing: Black Jeans, Black teeshirt, White jumper.
    listening to: Faith and the Muse – Annwyn, Beneath the Waves
    thinking of: Amy, Norwegian and my lack of ability in the language.

    LAST THING YOU
    bought: 2 pints of semiskimmed milk (for tea).
    ate & drank: Tea (white, no sugar, from my Xebec mug)
    read: Norwegian in 3 months, or High Fidelity, depending.
    watched on tv: Oh jeeze, dunno. Erm. News 24.

    EITHER / OR
    club or houseparty: Houseparty
    tea or coffee: Both, but Coffee’s more my style
    achiever or slacker: Slacker
    beer or cider: Becks, not wussy american beer…or cider.
    drinks or shots: Shots
    cats or dogs: Cats
    pen or pencil: Depends on what for…
    gloves or mittens: Gloves
    food or candy: Food
    cassette or cd: CD
    coke or pepsi: Pepsi (pah, not as good as Doctor Pepper!)
    hard or mild alcohol: Depends on my mood
    matches or a lighter: Lighter (Zippo clone)

    WHO DO YOU WANT TO
    kill: No one
    hear from: Dunno

    LAST PERSON YOU…AND WHEN?
    touched: Rachel
    talked to: Rachel
    hugged: Rachel
    kissed: Jasmine

    WHERE DO YOU
    eat: Anywhere except Domino’s pizza and McDonalds.
    dance: House, Club, Shops, Restaurants, Parties….
    cry: Wherever I’m alone
    wish you were: Norway

    HAVE YOU EVER
    Dated one of your best friends? Yes
    Loved somebody so much it makes you cry? Yes
    Drank alcohol? Yes
    Done drugs? Yes
    Broken the law? Yes
    Ran away from home? No
    Broken a bone? No
    Cheated on a test? Only by accident
    Played Truth Or Dare? Yes
    Kissed someone you didn’t know? Yes
    Been on a talk show/game show? No
    Been in a fight? Yes
    Ridden in a fire truck? No
    Been on a plane? Yes
    Come close to dying? Yes
    Cheated on your Boy/Girlfriend? No, but I’ve come close.
    Gave someone a piggy back/shoulder ride? yes
    Eaten a worm/mud pie? No
    Swam in the ocean? Yes
    Had a nightmare/dream that made you wake up? Yes

    WHAT IS
    The most embarrassing CD in your collection? Ride.
    Your bedroom like? Complete chaos, atm.
    Your favorite thing for breakfast? Fried breakfast, cooked by my dad.
    Your favorite thing for lunch? Baguette from the sandwich shop up the road
    Your favorite thing for dinner? Don’t really care, as long as it’s eaten with someone I care about.
    Your favorite Restaurant? Pizza Express

    ARE YOU
    A vegetarian?: No
    A good student?: Appauling, in every way.
    A good singer?: God awful
    A good actor/actress? Okay I think.
    A deep sleeper?: Fairly
    A good dancer?: Is the “side to side stepping dance” good?
    A good artist?: Average, maybe.
    Shy?: Yeah.
    Outgoing?: Yes, when I know people.
    A good storyteller?: Lousy.


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  • 08/20/2002: Kate==Useless moron

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    Kate==Useless moron

    At least that’s how I feel. For all the jokes, for setting my keyboard to Norwegian, and so on I’ve only just managed to make it to chapter 2 of “Norwegian in 3 months”. I just feel so hopeless, I mean, I struggle with language at the best of times (yes, yes, I know I used to be a technical writer, and an okay one apparently) but…..I just don’t feel like I’m making any progress. And it sucks.

    And you know what the worst thing is? Knowing that I used to be much brighter. Knowing that there was a time where if I’d set my mind to it (as I’m trying to do now) I’d’ve actually been able to learn it. But right now I just feel so fucking *useless*. It’s all gone y’know. I just don’t feel like I can *do* or *learn* anything anymore.

  • 08/20/2002: ookay

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    08/20/2002 Archived Entry: “ookay”

    Ookay, not everything about norway sounds wonderful….

  • 08/19/2002: Yet another quiz

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    08/19/2002 Entry: “Yet another quiz”


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    You are easy going and unassuming, sometimes too much so. You don’t cause waves and are easy to get along with.. probably because you have no backbone. But it doesn’t matter, because people have a hard time not liking you.


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  • 08/19/2002: It seems like you’re a million miles away

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    08/19/2002 Archived Entry: “It seems like you’re a million miles away”

    All up for a round of name that tune? This is what happens when I go home, well, used to happen. I’ve just brought my aged Amplifier back from Newbury to Brizzle to replace the one Jasmine is taking away.

    Although it turns out she’s not taken her amplifier yet.

    So, as you might guess I went home this weekend….and found some bad news awaiting me. I’d not correctly understood my mum’s rather confused phonecall after my dad’s scan. The scan is no-where near as positive as I thought it was. It was actually a “no change” scan. Nothing has changed, although the treatment seems to have got rid of the bloodclots (of which there were several), and thus my dad seems much more up and about…..but this means that although the chemo is stopping things getting worse, they’re not yet getting better….

    *sigh*

    Which is not really the sort of thing that goes well after, well, the misunderstood previous report. So. Anyway, spend the day meandering around the house, trundling my mum around Newbury and finally finishing the modifications to my amplifier that I started when I was at University. Yes. Another quality unfinished job by Kate, still it’s sort-of-done now, although it took me several hours to work out that I was right about which cables were which (it’s a hideous massive kludge in there, including some hardboard and a plastic bag….). It also took a chat with my dad to sort out the resistor values for the potential divider. After all these years he still shocks me… I ask him (he’s half asleep) what resistor values he reckons would be about right for this amplifier (bear in mind he’s only heard me describing the distortion I’ve got, becuase I was moronic and over tired and probably in a manic phase in which the quality of my work went down, but quantity went up when I started this job 5 years ago and I can’t be arsed to take it all to pieces.

    Anyway, so, he answers and he’s right. And so I finish it.

    And at the moment it works.

    Anyway, before that we watched The English Patient – which I was suprised to find I enjoyed. Lots. I thought it was a beautiful film.

    And having repaired the amp I watched Perfect Blue. Perfect Blue is the first anime film I’ve watched which has seriously disturbed me and had me jumping and nervous. It’s really, actually, unnerving. Deeply so. I loved it. But then I’m a twisted little person….

    Finally, I crawled into bed, having done some more Norwegian – I will learn Norwegian if it kills me. Although I’m suprised to find that my (incredibly weak and lacking) knowledge of german is popping up and getting in my way. In that it keeps leaping in when I’m trying to think of Norwegian words. Damnit.

    Frikin’ stupid brain I’ve got here.

    So, I then wandered into Oxford to meet peter, again….! After some faffing we got parked and wandered into the town, calling in at the Odeon on the way in. Yes, having watched 2 films the day before I hadn’t managed to get *enough* film, so we went to see 8 Legged Freaks (after a brief Icecream and milkshake interlude). 8 Legged Freaks was excellent, it was silly, funny and had some really nice background touches (the Organ Donor sign for instance)….

    We also went to Virgin where I resisted (impressively) buying vast quantites of stuff (stuff I actually quite fancy on sale! No! Ah, but I’ve got no money, that explains it). We meandered all over the place, actually. And after the film we went in search of a pub to play pool in. Now, you wouldn’t think this was hard…..but it was….

    Finally we found a nice looking littlish pub….after trying about 7 others…..and this one had a pool room. Woo! we said, and I wandered off to get a drink. Everyone was really friendly, the barstaff were nice, chatty, etc. And downstairs I went. Now in the past I’ve been asked if I’d ever been to a ‘gay pub’. My answer’s always been “Not that I know of”. Well. Now I can say, prior to today I’m fairly certain I’ve not been in any gay pubs.

    Because it suddenly became apparent that this was a gay pub. It took about 20 seconds. I was wandering down to the pool room when my eye was drawn to a magazine….with a nipple on the front cover. And then I started looking at the leaflets, which previously my brain had discarded as “probably ‘local attractions’ leaflets”. No, all about HIV, and various gay/lesbian support groups….

    Of course, having twigged (there was no-one else in the pool room, but there were some people in the garden) I started actually taking notice of people. Yes. Definately a gay bar. Was interesting, in that there were many people who really did fit the stereotype of gay people. There were quite a few, particularly the older ones, who didn’t. Very strange. Still, nice atmosphere in there, very friendly. And I thrashed peter at pool ;-)

    That’s not to say anything bad about the staff of o’neills who were also very friendly….

    Mostly through him having some incredibly bad luck……oh, and of course my superior skill ;-)

    And then I headed back….which brings us to now, as I swelter in our back room staring at a cheaparse 17″ monitor wondering what I should do….probably goo to bed….