Category: General

  • Post Spam: People are dumb

    People really are stupid. Working in A&E doesn’t exactly fill you with confidence that the majority of humanity are great geniuses, in fact, my cynicism works overtime most days and even still I’m amazed at how stupid some people seem to be. This may sound mean, but it’s true.

    Of course, it’s not just in A&E that people are dumb. If you see ‘I’ll chuck in a 21″ monitor’, later described as ‘having a Trinitron tube’ and using the acronym CRT, you’d think you might just pick up the fact it’s not an LCD. If the person tells you that the monitor is ‘old but in fairly good condition’, you might think to yourself ‘hrm, I wonder if it’s one of those big-old monitors’.

    Wouldn’t you?

    Wouldn’t you at least check that it was an LCD?

    The pillock who was meant to be buying the monitor turned up today and I could tell by the look on his face, instantly he walked in, that what he was expecting was a dinky little LCD. Do you really imagine I’d be selling a 21″ LCD monitor in good condition for 50 quid? Really?

    Gah.

    Sighs. Still I smiled nicely and said it was no-problem. I’ll move it back upstairs I guess. I’d just got used to the fact I was selling it, I’d even given it a bit of a clean, and now I have to get used to the idea that it’s going to carry on taking up desk space.

    Anyone want to by a very nice digital CRT? Comes with the RGB/Contrast/Sync cable (actually 2, but the original ‘digital’ brand one is faulty and it’s a moulded plug, so it’d be difficult to repair :-/ ). Unfortunately the cream power-cable (which may or may not have been DEC original) went with the G5. Poot.

    At the end of the day, I guess I wanted a nice big monitor to use, and it’s given me a chance to clean it, so perhaps I’ll just keep using the DEC monitor ’til it dies…

    [Side point: I’ve finished filing, now it’s paperwork that actually needs stuff doing on it]

  • Post Spam: The House & Garden

    So, I promised pictures of the house and garden. I wanted this to be separate from the previous post, though (for obvious reasons).

    Anyhow, this is the kitchen and the garden at the mo

    This is the kitchen (uh, obviously) – I forgot to move the 1960’s iron out of the way for the photo, but it’s a fair representation because apart from moving the laundry, that’s exactly what our kitchen looked like yesterday. Didn’t clean it before taking the photo. I need to pop the cable for the extractor in some trunking, and then I think that whole area’s finished.

    This is the dining area. It’s a different colour to the kitchen – and the pipes visible in the corner need to be boxed in. The door that you can see the edge of needs the hardboard covering the original panel door removed, and then it’ll need to be stripped and painted. And that damn light? That needs to be taken down and repaired because it doesn’t bloody work. Anyone fancy fixing a transformer?

    And this is the garden…

    There’s an entire set of garden photos here. I’m really proud of what we achieved with the garden, we couldn’t have done it without my mum and Paramito, but it’s really something to be pleased about. It’s such a different space compared to how it was. We just need to sort out the rubble now.

    Anyway, we’re getting to the point were I’ve run out of excuses and need to actually do some paperwrk. It’s been raining so I’m holding off going out and doing the car. Which is bad. Because I do need to do it.

  • Moving away

    In a virtual sense. More contemplation on Canada*.

    One of the noteable things about nights and, indeed, the days after nights is that I’m tired and I spend more time than normal in a slightly less than positive mood contemplating things. Not out-right negative, but tired and slightly low. The tiredness takes the edge off happiness, somehow.

    I tend to counter this with lots of loud music and smiling (‘cos your brain can’t tell the difference and feels happier).

    Anyway, one of the interesting things that occurs to me is the distance between me and my past. Most people have links to their past. Often close links. For long and complex reasons I’m not likely to go into here, an event in my past made a lot of what happened to me seem in my childhood seem like it happened to a different person.

    And I suppose it did, in many ways. The person I was then and the person I am now have very little in common. It’s not like a whole separate person distinction, there’s a connection there, but it’s tenuous and weak; like melting strands of cheese, between me now and my memories of me then.

    And each step I take in my life takes me further from me then. But the things that have happened to me, then, now, they very much make up the person I am. Experience made me who I am, so however far distant I may feel to a somewhat unhappy past, the pain of my dad’s death, and however happy I am now, when I’m tired the strands of the past sometimes wrap around me and I find myself looking back.

    What interests me is how impossibly hard I seem to be to link to my old life. I’ve changed so much, and so far separated myself from me then, that with the exception of the links I’ve deliberately maintained (one friend, one person who found me) there’s almost nothing that links me to that childhood past. And I’m slowly moving on from my dad. I know I’ll never be free of the sadness of him dying, because he meant so much to me, and he’ll never see how happy I am now – because when I came out he supported me – and talked to my mum to help her come to terms with it all.

    It seems strange to consider that in a year’s time I’ll be living in a new country, with many new people around me, a new job, a new life. But there won’t be a new me there. There’ll be the me with those fragile, insubstantial links to a life lived in another place and time.

    * Interruption to thought process: It’s amazing how bad the acoustics of a Morris Minor at 70mph are. There’s entire instruments on The Ting Ting’s album I’d not noticed were there.

  • Very Impressive Mr. Bond

    So, I ordered my computer at about 10am yesterday, at 7pm-ish I got this quote in an e-mail:

    “Your order was shipped on 02.03.2009. Your Delivery Reference Number is [redacted]. We expect your order to be delivered to your shipping address on or before 03.03.2009”

    Thankfully they didn’t wake us up in the middle of the night to deliver the laptop, because excited though I am I don’t think that’d’ve pleased me that much. Although…then I could be using it now…

    ;)

    I’m quite excited. I have plans. I have a graphic designy thing I want to do, I want to get the old iPaq back in it’s GPSing role* (although I really need to get it a good big SD card for it to do that ‘cos I want it to have the whole of Europe on it, since that’s what I’ve got in my ancient map-pack for it).

    Yesterday I watched too much TV**: House (one episode), Dollhouse (3 excellent episodes, want more), Being Human (Bloody sod people, it needed to be a longer season). I’ve got BSG to watch over breakfast today, and we’ve got the L word to watch when we fancy. Oh, and we watched an episode of Grand Designs last night. I was much too tired to do anything terribly logical.

    Anyhow, plan is that if it’s dry and warm I’ll fixie the minor’s exhaust (I think, assuming I’m right about the extra pipe length being hidden in the front-section), and spend much of the day being a secretary to myself; there’s much in the way of unsorted paperwork to, well, sort.

    Lucky old me.

    *It is, sadly, so old that the newest maps it’ll run with are the 2002 maps. It can’t run any later versions of WinCE (appropriately named as it was), because it’s not got enough space :(
    ** Anyone ever notice how I’m lousy at reviewing things? I never know what to say. I either end up just describing it, or I end up rambling on in a vague way. No different from normal, really.

  • Lies, deception, deceit.

    All the complex web of untruths came apart when he said ‘you do know that you could order this in your name with the NHS discount’…

    …’oh…ah…yes, that would be less complex’.

    Shiny.

  • Uh. Yeah. Journal.

    So, I’ve just finished a week of nights that I’d describe as ‘horrendous’. Other words that spring to mind are ‘awful’ ‘diabolical’ ‘atrocious’ and ‘ugh’. ‘Ugh’ being largely how I feel right about now. Busy doesn’t really cover it. And apart from last night, and one night mid week, the flow of patients seemed unstopable, and worse, they were actually ill.

    Usually when it’s that busy there’s an awful lot of dross, people who really should be waiting to see their GP in the morning, who you can be less concerned about and who need less doing. But no, this week: Sick people and people with broken bits and large lacerations.

    I sutured the most complex thing I’ve ever sutured (and was pretty darn pleased with the result).

    The only other thing I did this week was sell the Shiny Mac.

    The ShinyG5 Mac has gone, and I’m just trying to build up the nerve to spend an inordinate amount of money on a new laptop.

    The last time I had a computer this expensive it was from the developers of what was once the fastest desktop in the world (the RiscPC). Having had an Archimedes I finally upgraded to a RiscPC while at university. A machine I still have, and frankly, still think rocks. Yes, it’s old but it still feels amazingly responsive.

    Anyhow, I didn’t pay for that.

    The most I’ve paid for a machine, ever, is 400 quid. That’s not strictly true, because, I suppose, some of my upgraded PCs in total have cost more than that. But that’s the most in one single spend. And here I am spending more than that.

    Well, I will be.

    In a few minutes.

    When I’ve managed to get over the fact I’m spending that much.

    I keep having to remind myself that I’m actually only ‘spending’ around 150 quid.

    The rest of it is stuff I’ve sold (2 laptops, G5 Mac, hopefully the Digital 21″ CRT monitor).

    …and that that 150 quid should come out of the extra money from doing two sets of night shifts in one month…

    …and…

    I really don’t like spending this much money…when I know how much debt I’ve got. But. I’ve sold off all the computers that *actually* work, so…!

    Wish me luck…

    [….whimpers as she spends the money]

  • Progressing towards completion

    So, we managed with a lot of effort to get the kitchen to nearly finished; yes, I know it was nearly finished when we started, but now it’s nearlier.

    We’ve painted the ceiling, the walls and the woodwork. There are a couple of areas around and about that need touching up, and around one window needs painting with basecoat, probably a few times, to try and cover the crappy state of the paint, on the top of the window-frame before we do a final few colour coats.

    The woodwork around the doorframes has been stripped, primed, undercoated and painted with two coats of super-cheap oil-based gloss paint which is working on destroying the planet as we speak, but is also fairly hard-wearing and was, as I said before, really, really cheap. Given the amount of woodwork that needs painting in the house, price was a significant factor.

    Yesterday we finally put up the kitchen light, it’s really pretty… but… does not work.

    Since we bought it a long time ago, on sale, from B&Q, this is somewhat frustrating. The receipt is almost certainly missing believed permanently lost, and it’s not an ordinary lamp. No. This is one of those evil lamps which contain a powersupply in the ceiling rose (a 240V AC -> 12V ?AC or DC) and which, I suspect, is tripping an over-current device as soon as you switch it on. It did work for about 30 seconds, twice. But since then has managed only to occasionally flick-on and then instantly switch off.

    I am rather miffed by this, and am not hugely looking forward to taking it down, and I suspect discovering that I don’t have the skills or equipment to fix it. I have to admit I am well out of practice with repairing electronics, and unless it’s a glaringly obvious charred wreckage fault will probably not be able to spot it :(

    I’ll have a look though, at some point in the not too distant future. I suppose, theoretically, I could go and find my oscilliscope too, and poke at it with that (if I can remember how to work the damn thing, and the valves are still working after 3 years in my mum’s attic).

    It looks like it’s one of these evil modern power supplies, rather than just a chunky transformer and a diode pack*, but I guess when I take the cover off I’ll find out :-/

    Anyhow, the majority of the last two days hasn’t been spent on the house, oh no. We have, with the help of my mum and her husband, transformed the back garden. From dump to delight, I would say. There’s still some more work to do; we even did some more today despite promising that today would mostly be relaxing (we had vague intentions to look at the pulling brakes on the DAF and the exhaust on the minor (which is apparently 2 inches too short)).

    Anyhow, yesterday we spent a fair sum of money on plants, bark chips, soil improver, compost and seeds. With much work from everyone we dug over the soil (which Big Steve gave us free**) with lots and lots of soil improver and compost, we laid bricks, we planted plants, we planted herbs, we planted onion thingies, garlic, raspberry canes, a goosebury bush, two blackberry bushes… So hopefully we’ll have some fruit, possibly, this year. We planted beans and peas. We planted flowers. The whole garden got a work over.

    And it looks gorgeous.

    I would show you a picture, but it’s dark.

    We’ve got a herb and vegetable garden near the house, yesterday we ate fresh basil in home-made pesto; to be fair, it was a basil plant that we put outside, and it’s now somewhat short on leaves, but may survive and the act was somewhat enjoyable. One hopes that it’ is indicative of a future of growing some of our own veg.

    Kathryn spent much of the afternoon laying bricks for the new ‘patio’ type area near the shed… We have all but eradicated grass from our garden. Maybe a 6′ by 5′ area remains, near the house. We just need to get more bark chip (So far we’ve put down 240 litres of bark chip), get the wild flowers into the wild flower bed and put netting over it, and decide what we’re going to do with the rockery (now it’s got sort-of-soil on it).

    Oh, and we put up a bird feeder, so the birds can nibble on seeds :)

    Woot.

    Pictures tomorrow….

    * Which I have a hope in hell of fixing.
    ** (1) I didn’t know we knew someone called, ‘Big Steve’; the fact we do unnerves me somewhat. (2) I’m slightly worried as to why he gave us the soil free. Yes it was very poor quality clay soil, but still.

  • A night on the town

    So, yesterday, while it wasn’t our anniversary, was the day we chose to celebrate it this year (because I was on nights, or had just come off nights, and therefore it would have been difficult, and then it was Kathryns driving test, and then, and then, so it was the day we picked).

    We started out with an exchange of gifts, Kathryn painted me a beautiful picture, which, when I have charged my camera batteries, and with her permission I’ll post a shot of here. She just is the most wonderful woman in all the world, and is so thoughtful and creative and talented.

    I gave her the book I’d seen and wanted to get her, and she seems to like it :) (Shaun Tan’s The Arrival).

    Then we headed in to London for a day of museums, fine food, comedy and being jabbed with needles.

    See we combined the day of celebration with my first trip to the Allergy Clinic in Guy’s Hospital. Having made it in to London we first headed to the Plastics exhibit at the Science museum. So. Many. Small. People. It had escaped me that it was Half Term, and thus the Small People were not in school. There was a massive queue for the Science Museum, and while we vascilated about whether we should queue and go in, or go to the V&A, we had made it far enough down the queue that it seemed like we really ought to wait and go in.

    It turned out to be a really interesting exhibit – and reminded me (/us) that I(/we) want to go back and explore the Science Museum some more, it’s a terribly interesting place.

    And I discovered that what I often assume is Bakelite is actually more often Urea Formaldehyde.

    Anyhow, it was then time to make me look like some really bizzare druggie. Unfortunately I didn’t get the piece of paper which said ‘don’t take your anti-histamines’. So I took them. Not that they do much. After a chat with the Doctor my arm was jabbed the-once to test how well my antihistamines were working – and thus to see if it was worth doing the rest of the test. My antihistamines are not doing as much as they could, let’s put it that way, and so they continued to do the rest of the test, which involved scraping my arm with a sharp thing a further 12 times. Each of these scratches had an allergen on them.

    The results, they suspect, were skewed by my anti-histamines because the only thing that came up positive (and is still positive nearly 24 hours later, and still itchy) is Grass Pollen, which fits with the worst of my symptoms, but not my actual spread of symptoms. Because of the whole Anti-Histamine screwing with results they want to see me, in agony, at the height of summer. That’ll be 3 days without Anti-Histamine and I have to make my way into London. They did not really discuss putting me on Immunotherapy, which is what I want. Especially given that it’s still fricking itchy. I am not looking forward to Summer, because now I *know* my anti-histamines aren’t working and I know that it’s not just all in my head, I really am stupid-allergic to grass pollen.

    Anyhow, that over with (which unfortunately took us most of the way until dinner) we made our way to our reserved table at Ottolenghi. We’d wanted to go to Ottolenghi for quite some time, and had failed to on a couple of occasions, what with you needing to book, really, to get a table. We hadn’t booked, and thus wer lacking in tableness on previous occasions but had had desert there which was astronomically good.

    This time we’d booked, we went in and were seated at a simple white table (the decor is generally very simple, so as not to distract from the food, one presumes). Having discovered that the meals are ‘starter sized’ we opted to pick two each (they recommend 3 each) and save space for desert. Having managed to decide that we weren’t just going to order everything on the menu (it is one of those places where the entire menu sounds unutterably delicious) we finally made our pics. Aubergine and Scallops for Kathryn and Cinnamon Roasted Butternut Squash (with Pine nuts and chilli) followed by Rice coated King Prawns with Miso Mayonnase and chargrilled broccoli. Now, I can’t remember exactly what Kathryn ordered, but I did sample it and it was equally delicious, but the fact I can actually remember, unprompted, what I ordered, should give you an idea of just how incredibly good the food was.

    When Kathryn was trying to decide what to eat she asked a waiter who offered the advice that the Scallops were the more ‘challenging’ dish. The complexity of flavours, the nuanced undertones…oh. my. god. This was food as I’ve never experienced it before. This was gastronomic heaven. Normally I have to think to slow down when I eat. This food? I paused after each mouthful savouring each and every bite.

    It’s not like the sort of complexity which arises from sauces or many different foodstuffs combined, no, this is the complexity of really well prepared ingredients combined carefully and subtly, giving such phenominal flavour that I really am lost for words.

    I feel so middle class, so foodie, so…everything for going on about it so much. But it was incredible.

    We moved on to desert, Kathryn selecting a moist chocolate cake with bailey’s mascapone cheese, and I had a white chocolate cheesecake with cranberry and pistachio. I shan’t bore you with my opinion of it, suffice to say it was *really* *really* *good*.

    And then I had a very nice cappuccino.

    And thus filled with exquisite food, we set off to find Geeks at The Library. Now, we’d forgotten to write down the address, but thankfully we both felt it was very close to Ottolenghi. Unfortunately we both thought it was in opposite directions, and the garage shop person thought it was in the wrong direction. Still, at least he’d heard of the pub/club. Having wandered around for quite a while, asked in many many places (who’d not heard of it) we made an emergency call to Nikki, who through the internet found the place and confirmed the address that Kathryn had in her head and the direction I thought it was in, and which disagreed with the garage person.

    Eventually we located it and sat ourselves in some Comfy Sofas. It’s not an open mic, but the comedians were very uneven and somewhat patchy. And one poor woman, her entire routine fell completely flat.

    But the last guy, Tony Law, was very funny; and I had a thoroughly pleasant evening, and for only a fiver it wasn’t bad. It did, however, prompt Kathryn to suggest that I should try Stand Up. Which is something that’s been suggested before. So maybe I will.

  • Uh, I hurt.

    So today we:

    – Painted the ceiling (second coat)
    – Painted the walls (second colour coat)
    – Painted the other walls (second colour coat)

    I then went out into the garden and moved approximately one tonne of bricks and hardcore from over here to over there. A total distance of about 8 feet. I separated out from the hardcore the sandy-pseudo soil (probably was mortar and soot once) and placed that strategically around the garden. The breezeblockery now has mud on it, and the two raised beds have some sandy ‘soil’ to aid drainage. We probably have enough that we could, in fact, do the drive way with our own hardcore. Need to check about whether that’s feasible, or how much a builder’d charge to do it, because it is a big ‘ol chunk of concrete and a wall taking down that we require.

    Then I took down all but the top 3 layers of bricks of the approximately 1.2m wall which used to stand the other side of the concreted area in the garden, you can see it here:

    Then I moved the blue 50 gallon container of rainwater* (about 1/3rd full) to the other end of the garden, out of the area of the raised bed (actually to roughly where I was standing when I took that photo, oh so long ago)…

    Then the tonne of topsoil** arrived, bagged it may have been while it was on the truck, but the delightfully cheap delivery company didn’t actually have a crane to lift it off. So they tipped the lorry’s little tippy bit until the bag slid, falling onto its side and sprinkling earth all over the driveway. I can’t say I’m terribly impressed, but then their ungraded cheap topsoil is 25 quid, whereas everyone else wanted 70ish quid.

    So, realising we couldn’t leave it there Kathryn and I then spent the next hour, in the drizzle, moving the top soil to the back garden. The first raised bed looks very, uh, raised-bed-y. The second one is more a ‘pile of earth’ motif, and the third, well, when we got to the stage we could drag the bag into the garden, it got dragged round the back and left. So the third is still devoid of soil. It maintains it’s breeze-block trim motif.

    Still. It’s a lot of progress.

    I (presumably, we) are very tired. And now I think I’m going to go to bed.

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    * and bits of dead bird, and I have to wonder if the ?stolen MP3 player possibly got knocked in there by the builders. It just occured to me that I left it on the wall near the big drum, I wonder if one of them knocked it in and didn’t mention it. Still, we’ll find out when it’s empty, eh.
    ** With free brick components, wire, metal, roots… graded soil this ain’t.

  • Getting high on the fumes…

    So, progress has been good this week; we’ve painted all the walls and the ceiling once, a second coat on the ceiling (and Kathryn will be here to help with the ceiling tomorrow*, yay) and a second coat on the walls and the kitchen will be painted, less the woodwork. I’m going to paint the door frames later today, just want to make sure it has as long to dry as possible, because it says 16-24 hours to dry.

    Once they’ve got undercoat on them all the woodwork in the kitchen will be ready to be painted. We can put one coat of that on tomorrow, take much of the coverings off, and then Friday we can paint the last of the woodwork, let it dry, and pop the fridge back in it’s normal home in the corner. But tomorrow evening we will get our kitchen back. Which is a good thing. Hopefully the paint fumes will abate soon, too.

    But it has made such a change. The kitchen is much lighter and airier, even covered in dust sheets.

    We have managed to create a weird optical illusion though, the green and sand paints meet on two corners; one, an internal corner, you can see the different colour paints quite distinctly. The other, an external corner which is really well lit, has the bizzare effect of making the two very different colours look the same. In fact it looks like it’s just shadow that’s making the one wall look a bit darker. it’s most strange.

    Anyhow; I’m off to lug stones about in the garden.

    * She was off doing her driving test today**
    ** Which she passed, because she rocks.