15/02/02, 02:30
Well, you’re probably wondering what the hell’s been going on with me, I mean it’s been ages since my last entry, and I’ve not even put up the one I did on the second of february – at least as I write this I haven’t. Probably alienated half the readers with this huge break….
It’s not actually deliberate, I just don’t seem to have time to write this stuff down at the moment – not that I’m not still having weird thoughts….
I guess I can do more plain rambley stuff by leaving huge gaps between entries. Anyway so, I’ve not healed yet – which is moderately depressing – I mean, okay, major op and it’s only really 4 months since the op, but I expected myself to at least have a complete layer of skin by now. I do seem to be healing just very slowly.
What’s really annoying about it, no, scratch that, it’s all really annoying. One of the annoying things is that it doesn’t seem to matter what I do. I can spend a chunk of my day reorganising a garage, or I can just go to sleep. I’ll still bleed just the same.
Anyway, so, I’ve been pottering around in Rebecca which is incredibly different to driving the Golf (nina). Shockingly she’ll actually, happily keep up with modern-day motorway traffic, although it’s an entertaining experience. Sadly my dad’s not currently able to look at her, he still being in hospital.
Although, I at least am feeling a bit more hopeful of a “positive” outcome – as far as cancer can ever have a positive.
Okay, so I’m generally a fairly sceptical individual, but this is a little odd: When my parents moved into their current house the ‘seasonal’ river hadn’t flown for two years. On the very day they moved in it poured with rain, and by the evening it was flowing. So, it then flows almost continuously for 5 years. This year, it’s usual winter / spring break of a couple of weeks extends. People are suspecting that it’s not going to flow at all. My dad comes back from hospital for one day…and it starts flowing. So anyway that was what happened – and I thought that was ‘a bit of a coincidence’. He wasn’t meant to be going home for one day but he crashed (got majorly worse very suddenly) and ended up back in hospital.
Which was the stuff of my nightmares. But by the time I got to see him he’d actually improved to being better than he has been for weeks.
Apparently he’s holding steady with the chemo (which is excellent news). So I guess I’m feeling a touch more relaxed – which is why I’ve had to find something else to stress me. In this case it’s waiting for my oldest friend to ring me & meeting up with my ex, Hannah.
So – I seem to have had a bit of a flurry of e-mail…I wonder who’s linked to me. Still it’s cool……
Oh, and k’s sussed linux on the IPaq so it should soon be bye bye WinCE…..
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Kate E