22/10/01, 09:44
I wish I was dead.
Nothing I do goes right, everything I touch turns to shit.
I can’t, incidentally, retake my test before the 10 days are up – reardless of anything else that might be happening, so I’ll probably end up wrapped around a tree on some ungritted A road sometime early next year.
Never mind.
k’s got a new bike, which is cool, but spells the end of me going on any rideouts. *sigh*. It was hard enough to keep up with her on the ETZ – but it was possible at least.
oh well, maybe I should sell the bike. It’s not like I get any pleasure out of my commute and since I’m never going to get a full licence, and I can’t go on rideouts with anyone (ride your own ride is fine advice, and I do but when you only ever see people at the beginning and end of the ride there’s just no point (believe me, I know, I’ve been on one ride like that and I don’t intend to repeat the experience)).
Well, it probably makes no odds, given how things have been going recently it’s obvious that the world wants rid of me. It’ll get bored and kill me off soon.
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Kate E