Yesterday the realisation landed

I’ve known for a while, on an intellectual level that we would get the house ‘finished’ and sell it. As in, as the paint’s drying the the “For Sale” board will go up outside (assuming plan=successful). However, yesterday as I was putting that first coat of paint on the door the realisation properly hit me that yes, I will get the house done, but it’ll never be something that we live in and don’t have decorative work hanging over us.

Poot.

The next house we own we will be more successful at just living in.

I have other hobbies god-damn it. Other. Hobbies. I don’t just like decorating.