To be honest, I don’t know what to do with myself. Although there’s a huge pile of work awaiting me I am dog tired, and hunting round somewhere just above depressed. My financial situation has got me really down, I’ve got to do some shifts, but I felt so bad today I couldn’t get the enthusiasm to ring A&E.
Which, you can imagine, is pretty bad.
I also fell asleep sat on the floor in front of the fan-heater (I was practicing guitar for a while) – ended up with my glasses embedded in my hand and forehead when I woke up. I think I’m kind of emotionally drained, although I feel physically tired, there’s no particular reason for me to be.
I am too tired to work today though. Which doesn’t help with my stress levels, but I need to give myself some space for when I feel like this.
