Well, my mood has definately not improved, although it’s hard to say that when I’ve They Might Be Giants playing at me, a smile trying to creep onto my face….Okay. Good plan to put tmbg on then :/
Anyway. Yes. I think it might be mostly that I’m tired – which we can put down to me being very, very tired. I can feel muscles all over me just gently aching the way I used to after walking. I really want to go and go a sleep in a bath…which is a really bad idea….
Anyway, yes. I keep letting depression and misery rule my life far to much. This is not to say I have a solution – but I wish that it didn’t. I think this stuff with the “Legal action” is part of what’s keeping my mood low, that and my lack of movement on Java. Not because I can’t do it (that’s the most irritating thing – I can do it, I just need to get the energy but at the moment I want to hide under a rock most of the time. And right now I’m about as tired as I was before I went to bed….
I also proved something again today. When I’m low I have very little control on my spending. I did only buy stuff I really wanted, and even managed not to get Kid A, but I did get Black Market Music, Flood and Underwater Sunlight (all were on offer – a bit, but still).
Oh well. I’m bored this is the other problem. Without work to occupy me I’m bored – I won’t let myself do interesting “other” things because I feel bad about not doing Java – but just sitting around doing bugger all…that I manage to do…
Cack.
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Kate