I don’t know what to do.
Getting over someone is like the five stages of grief. People tend to think you move through in one direction, getting better and better. But really you do bits of each stage and meander back and fourth. Sometimes it feels like you’re getting nowhere, sometimes it held like you’ve gone right back to the start, but it’s all healing, and suddenly, without you even noticing at first, you’ll feel better… But in the mean time, it’s a bucket load of cack, so *hugs*.