26th September 2001, 14:29
Is it bad when you look down at your notebook and see the words misery,
darkness, pain printed in block capitals in neatly drawn squares printed
across the top of the page? Is it bad when you have to stop to cry on your
way to work, and when the idea of going to work makes you cry? Is it bad
when only one of your collegues actually speaks to you?
I don’t fit in here.
I don’t want to be here.
I need to get away.
I know it’s being accentuated by the lack of hormones.
I know that the stress isn’t helping
But that doesn’t change anything.
—
Kate E