Incredibly

Jun 28th, 2010 Posted in General | no comment »

Incredibly, I woke up at a sensible time this morning and despite feeling a bit like death microwaved hauled myself out of the bed just in time to say bye to my beloved as she headed off for work. Unsurprisingly despite a series of promises to myself to watch an episode of Caprica and start work on the house, I didn’t quite manage that. I watched an episode of Caprica, dinked on the internet for 20 minutes, watched Top Gear (which I never watch, but wanted to know what had wound Nikki up so much) and *then* set to work.

Still, that has not negated my feeling of positive achievement, because I have:
- Retrieved the desk fan from the attic, which is enabling me to stay a sensible temperature.
- Sanded the filler in the skirting board, and put a new layer of filler on the bits that weren’t that great – next job, incidentally, is to sand the new filler…
- Removed the old tile adhesive from where I had to take the floor up (ready for the new floor)
- Hung and filled the lounge door. Let’s just hope no-one closes it when viewing the house, not because it doesn’t close, but because it’s a good 6 mil smaller than the frame :(
- Washed and hung up some laundry
- Uncovered the plants in the garden that live sheltered lives (slug protection, y’see)
[Made and eaten lunch!]
- Measured the wood for the replacement section of boxing in the bathroom
- Measured the fillet strip beside the door (where the plaster’s knackered from having the new front door fitted (before I arrived).
- Walked to B&Q and purchased a selection of stuff, including wood
- Cut the bit of the fillet strip that I couldn’t get cut at B&Q
- Attached most of the fillet strip, except the bit where the plaster wasn’t merely rough / cracked but as actually no longer attached.
- Made tea (because it was frackin’ hot on that walk to B&Q).

Which brings me to the moment I’m currently enjoying in which the fan is wafting air at me and my tea is slowly cooling to drinking point.

What are you all up to today? That’s the question…

25.5 Hours and Counting

Jun 27th, 2010 Posted in General | no comment »

As usual, it’s the day after nights and I’m struggling through the beyond an entire day awake in the hopes of forcibly readjusting my sleep pattern. Not least because there’s huge, vast, enormous quantities of stuff to do on the house to get it ready for valuation and then sale.

So after my 77+ hour week I’ve stayed up, as I do, for 25.5 hours so far (about another 3 to go). I’ve watched the film of ‘The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo’ – which is, it turns out, an excellent film. The subtitles came off the internet and weren’t exactly perfect, but having just read the book it wasn’t really a problem – and it was really interesting to compare / contrast the two.

Normally when I do a book/film comparison it’s because I’ve watched the film and then read the book because I liked the film. This time it’s the other way around – and it’s very interesting, because I’m used to more being added to the story – more depth, layers, characterisation. But this time, it’s the opposite – it’s paring down the book to the point where it’ll fit in a film – and I think to a greater extent they’ve done it well. The character of Lisbeth does loose something from not having more of her background hinted at – and her recent history too. The other thing that was either lost in translation or lost to my British sensibilities (it is, after all, a Swedish film) was the humour in the (translation of the) book. There’s some very darkly funny moments in the book and they seemed to be gone entirely which was sad – I was particularly fond of a scene (no spoilers) which takes place is Lisbeth’s kitchen. And it’s hinted at a little in the film, but it’s a brief moment of humour.

Anyhow, definately worth watching.

In other news, I’m quietly distressed about the Lib-Dem/Con coalition’s actions. I find myself in a painful place where I felt I could not in good conscience vote for Labour – their disregard for civil liberties and disgraceful behaviour surrounding the DEB meant that they had lost that chance. So I stuck my vote for the Lib Dems. I’ve always liked lib-dem policy proposals. They seemed to walk a fine line between left and right, not much privatisation, less privacy invading crap, fairer taxes, electoral reform, blah-dy-blah-dy-blah. And yes, I had a bit more faith in them, mostly because I imagined that politicians who’d decided to stand in a party that had as much hope of winning an outright election were smaller than a gnat’s toothpick probably had some kind of morals.

I have lost that hope now. I find myself increasingly distressed by the things that they, as members of the coalition, are allowing through. The recent budget while it shouldn’t hit me terribly hard (although fuck people who think the public sector should pay for the private sector screwing the economy – the thing these people forget is that we* get shite pay – which has continuously lagged far behind private sector pay and then when things go wrong our pay gets held at whatever shite level it was at for years, before finally starting to creep upwards until the private sector fuck it all up again, at which point we’re even further behind private sector pay**) does hit those on low incomes (lower than ours) *really* hard.

And I notice the ‘all-in-it-together’ ConservoDems or whatever they want to be thought of as managed to barely touch top-rate tax payers, the increase in tax their paying is all down to already existing stuff brought in by Labour.

The few good things the lib-dems have manged to add in are so vastly overshadowed by the crap that they’ve supported that they can add themselves to my ‘no, not voting for you again’ list. Have some fucking morals, people.

Can you tell I’m tired (and a bit cranky). In other news, well, there isn’t a great deal of other news. The garden continues to look lovely; the house schedule has, depressingly, slipped. I’d neglected this week of nights, but it does give me a week of solid house-work. Unfortunately, it looks like it’s going to be ridiculously hot all week, which will slow me down…

In other, other news – I’ve listened to Nikki’s appearance on Geekcast (excellent, very impressive Ms GB), and watched more of Caprica. Caprica hasn’t grabbed me like BSG, but it niggles at my brain summoning me back to see the world develop – so I’m reckoning it’s going to be quite interesting :)

And that’s it.

*By we, I’m referring to the we of which I have some experience – i.e. health and education sector workers.
** Seriously, I have no idea how Paramedics and even more so Techs and ECA’s survive. They are paid *pathetic* amounts of money to be sworn at, spat on, kicked and have less protection from their employers than any of them deserve.

Work

Jun 18th, 2010 Posted in General | no comment »

Sometimes I want to write about work. Often, actually, as I’m coming home and before I end up unburdening myself on my poor beloved I contemplate entries. Entries about pain and suffering, about joy and success, about when the team comes together, or when the team fails to work.

I want to rant frustratedly about the lack of equipment, or the celebrate when the NHS rocks and everything happens quickly and effectively.

Sometimes I want to talk about the complaints, about the feelings of entitlement from members of the public, for whom 4 hours is far too much of their life to consider as an acceptable wait to see a Doctor, for whom the statement “I’m sorry for the long wait, but our doctors are very busy in resuscitation – we’ve got a lot of very sick patients at the moment” yields the reply “But I’ve hurt my toe”.

Sometimes I want to wax lyrical about the wonderful and patient people who suffer delays, who wait calmly and politely ask for us to meet their needs. Who understand as one nurse rushes around trying to meet the needs of 4, 6, 12 people who are all potentially sick. I want to thank them kindly when they send in their letters of thanks for the care we’ve delivered – because it lets me know I’m doing something right.

But it all disappears.

The dead people don’t often march through my brain, the ones we couldn’t save, or the ones for whom we only prolong the torment. The vulnerable adults and children I refer on to social services don’t often stick with me, at least not for a long time. But sometimes they pop by – usually making themselves known as I’m thinking about something positive.

My brain’s kind to me like that. It lets the nasty stuff go fairly easily – although Kathryn will attest that sometimes it takes a while.

Which is why I don’t often post about work.

Today

Jun 18th, 2010 Posted in General | no comment »

Today I go to court in an attempt to prove that the ‘restorers’ who ‘restored’ my car in 2002 did such a lousy job on it, that they returned a car that was unsafe to be on the road. And that they knew they’d done such a lousy job on it that they carefully covered the evidence. I go to prove that their work was ‘not of merchantable quality’ and that they didn’t do the job they were paid to do.

I’m quietly terrified.

Last time I went to court it did not go well. I attempted to explain the importance of certain bits of an electric vehicle to the court and the court missed some rather important points about it, imho. I’ve got photos, diagrams, chunks of metal and an expert witness. And all I can do is worry and poke at my notes and pray that I’m able to explain it well enough that they can see that what this company did is unacceptable.

And then I can get on with my life, with the money my dad spent to restore Rebecca back in my hands, and re-spent on the re-restoration.

In an effort to distract my brain I think now is the moment for music and tidying. I can’t easily do work on the house at the minute, because I don’t want to be all sweaty and cruddy when I go. Perhaps once this is done we could reduce the stress level because at the moment:
- Court
- House Decorating
- House Sale
- Job
- Finances
is my list, and it’s turning out to make me feel stressed, and I suspect poking my blood pressure, with it’s tendancy towards highness, in the high direction.

I’ve not checked it at work because I like to wait until I’m not deeply, deeply stressed to check it. Like I try and check my bloods when I’m feeling well :)

*grin*

Anyhow, tidy and clean, and perhaps some Royksopp. In good news, we’ve got a plasma TV which apparently needs a $25 part to repair it (it’s only ED, not HD) which I’m off to collect in a week or so, so that we can make our lounge look bigger before we sell :)

Funding crisis

Jun 11th, 2010 Posted in General | no comment »

So, unsurprisingly with the lots-of-DIY and lots-of-gardening and rental-of-storage unit, fund have hit an appauling new low. Irritatingly, this has occurred at the same time as I’m unable to top them up with agency shifts :(

This is distressing, because really we want to get the house ready to sell – there’s not a lot more that we need to buy, which is fortunate, but any bits and pieces may have to wait. But it’s going to be tight this month, and probably next too. I keep wishing and hoping that the rest of the inheritance would arrive – but obviously, it’ll arrive in it’s own time. Although I am beginning to wonder what the tax people are up to.

Anyway, I should get on. I just thought I’d update with the financial crisis in my bank account.