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FFS days 0 and 1

Day 0. This one going to be kinda hazy because, well, anesthesia. So yesterday morning I rocked up at the surgery center at 7:15 and…

Noted genius

Today’s mostly been spent getting organised. Meal replacement drinks into the fridge. Smoothie goop out and ready. Checking through tablets n times +1. Laundering the…
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Bye face.

Today’s the last day that I’ll have this face. Which is an interesting situation. It’s hopefully the last day that the damage that testosterone did…
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Reticence

One of the things that’s happened over the past year is that I’ve had a bit of a reexamination of my transition. This was undoubtedly…
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On facing up to things

Before I write this – I’ve been looking at some of my old posts. Seriously old posts. The first posts I wrote that still exist…
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Not since November?

Wow. It’s been a while. I mean it’s not entirely surprising. Life’s been full – at the same time as it’s been the same as…
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Self perception is an interesting thing

I’ve been being beaten with the stick of “Your perception of yourself is wrong” of late. So I’ve been singing. That’s been good. I’ve been…
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The past is catching up with me.

Uh, just so y’s all know, I have vaguely intended to transfer in old diary entries from the mists of time (1999-2002) – and I…
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It’s a rough morning in my head.

Hot take: It’s a shitty time. Look, the world certainly doesn’t need some more political analysis from a random brit – even an queer immigrant…
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Fraying

So. Before we start today’s little ensemble piece I’m going to say I’m okay. I am, however, thinking I might want to get some therapy.…